I’ve received 3 very encouraging comments about this abandoned blog over the past few months. I’ve just realised that they existed cos this morning I woke up, decided to take this easy being on holiday and on. Started surfing by to my hello kitty and hotmail inboxes to clear them out. They’re usually used for random spam (eg. facebook notifiations and all) so I hardly check them anymore.
“select all” – delete…
but just as I was doing so, one notification caught my eye. It was for a comment pending approval on my wordpress blog account… so i log in and request for my password to be resent to me (that’s how abandoned by blog has been) and.. what do i see??
3 pending comments from totally random strangers about how much they enjoyed reading my blog. I was surprised, touched and sad all at the same time.
This blog was initially set up for me to be able to pour out my feelings and share with friends and strangers my life. However, now seeing that i would rather keep my life and thoughts private from those people who have claimed to be my friends, this blog would also no longer be a channel to share my life with strangers either. for now, some people are no different from being strangers to me. Ironically at the same time, strangers have left such encouraging messages for me that they seem closer and more truthful and sincere than my so called “friends”.
so thank you to the 3 of you, your messages really have meant a lot to me. maybe one day i will find the passion to pick up where i’ve left off and start blogging again.
XOXO
p.s: a way is to subscribe and I’ll make my posts for private viewing only. Let me know if you think this works.
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